Dear Diary! 11.02.1798

I think I will day tomorrow, because I am really weak. I am lying and sleeping in my bed the whole time. Olga and especial Derek help me very much. It is very exhausted for me to write this down, so I think that this would be my last diary entry. I have no energy anymore for
writing. But thank you very much, that you were my diary!

In love

Yours Stanislaw august poniatowski

Dear Diary! 17.01.1797

In the last time I really often thought about the death. I think there is a own heaven for us kings. Because we are a little bit better than other normal people, but than I thought that it wouldn´t be the best because then I will never see Derek again. This would be very bad. The life after the death without Derek can´t be a good life. Olga don´t have to be in the kingheaven but if she will be also there it is okay. I want to get bury in Saint Petersburg. I hope that a lot of people would come to my funeral.

Yours Stani

Dear Diary! 25.11.1795

I was afraid of this moment, but today the moment was coming. I had to sign the third splitting of our country and I had to abdicate. First I was a little bit sad but now I am relieved. Now I think of what I will do in the possibly last years of my life.

Yours Stani

Dear Diary 23.01.1793

The second splitting from Polen had happened. I am afraid that in few years I have to resign, but i will enjoy my last years as the king of polen. Today Olga Derek and I played some board games. We have a lot of fun. I have to take care at my healthy, because i am not the youngest, so I decided to enjoy my life more. Olga and especial Derek helps me a lot.

Yours Stani

Dear Diary! 14.06.1792

I don´t know what to say, it´s still war between Russian and Polen I thought about it but I decidet that I will join the confederation from Targowica, which turned against the reforms and induced the hectoring of the Russian. I think it is the best. I am sixty, and I think it is very strange, that I am still writing in a diary but to write down what I think, and to know that nobody can read it is extremely calming but I don´t have the time to write so much. I promise, I will write again, but I can´t say when.

Yours Stani

Dear diary! 3.05.1791

Sorry, that I´ve written nothing the last years, but I was very busy, because I want to reform our broken state. But today it happened. Instead of the old condition a new one was found, in which the bourgeoisie, the farmers and the jews were equipped with new rights! I am very happy about it, I celebrated it with my butler Derek during a bath with many bottles of wodka!

Yours Stani

Dear Diary! 09.06.1787

I was swimming with Derek and my wife. I was very proud, because I everybody could see my six-pack. I felt like a young man in top-form. I jumped into the water with a triple somersault. Yeah I am so cool, I love me! =D Derek stared at me the whole time. Olga was a little bit jealous because yesterday she found out that Derek and I were taking a bath togehter again. I think she understand it and abdicated to prevent it.

that is my body =D

Yours Stani